When my gift died
and I lost my voice
I lost the ability to
introspect.
I no longer know
my own thoughts
or how to find
the contents of my mind.
Emotions are a mist
and feelings a fog
that I muddle through
grasping, not reaching,
observing, not experiencing,
understanding, not knowing.
And if I had knowledge
I lack the words to tell you of it.
